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Gregory Lamberson
06 February 2016 @ 03:12 pm



By Gregory Lamberson

Illustrated by Kelly Forbes

My second novel, Johnny Gruesome, was originally published as a Limited Edition hardcover by Bad Moon Books (the trade paperback edition from Medallion Press came one year later and is still available).  When there was a delay in the publication of the LE, I wrote this short story for the people who had already pre-ordered the book.  The novel features a handful of flashbacks illustrating the childhood friendship between Johnny Grissom and Eric Carter.  For this story, I expanded that story to include an incident from Johnny's childhood which shaped his remaining life, providing greater motivation for the wrath he visits upon one of his victims.  The tale was posted on Johnnygruesome.com, and disappeared when I failed to renew that domain name.  Here it is for your enjoyment.


“The Johnny Gruesome Halloween Special”


          Johnny sat alone in the first row of the viewing room, his eyes focused on his transparent reflection on the casket’s sleek surface. Behind him he heard the muted voices of mourners who had come to pay their respects to his mother: neighbors, his parents’ friends, his father’s co-workers. Hearing the pity in their voices, he knew they were talking him, and the back of his neck turned red. He had avoided their eyes in the when they offered him their condolences in the reception area. Where had they been when his mother needed them, during her final weeks at Lewton Hospital? Too busy with their lives, he supposed. As long as he remained sitting, and didn’t explore the spacious rooms of the Lawson funeral home, they would leave him alone.

          If only Eric’s parents had allowed him to come; then Johnny would have some company. But the Carters thought they were better than other people, and he knew they looked down on him. Johnny had been hanging out with Eric for less than six months, but they had formed a strong bond. Eric had dropped hints that his parents didn’t want him to attend the funeral, so Johnny had been prepared to brave it alone.

          Now he stared hard at the coffin’s side, grateful that he could no longer see his mother trapped inside it. No, not trapped—packed like an artificial Christmas tree bound for storage. Except Helen Grissom would never leave her grave. After watching the color drain from her face during those awful last weeks, it had been discomforting to see her in makeup again. He had grown accustomed to her grayish pallor, and now she lay there, stiff and hollow, her face resembling that of a department store mannequin. Her eyelids fascinated him in a dreadful way and he wondered with if Mr. Lawson, the funeral director, had glued them shut or sewn them. Either way, he knew they would never open again.


          He looked up, startled. The man standing in the aisle beside him offered a tight smile. Graying brown hair jutted up from his scalp in a harsh crew cut, a roll of flab undulating beneath his square jaw. The man clasped Johnny’s right shoulder with a firm grip. “How are you, son?”

          Johnny swallowed. Something about Father Webb intimidated him, something besides the white collar around his thick neck. Father Webb had stayed in pretty good shape following his tour as a marine, and he cut a formidable figure even now that his body was turning soft. But it was his voice that really unsettled Johnny: it reminded him of the sound the sump pump in the basement of the Grissom house made when rain fell late at night; a sound that caused him to bolt up in bed and listen with rapt attention despite its familiarity. At least Father Webb had visited his mother, who had taken comfort from his attention.

          “I’m okay, I guess.”

          Father Webb continued to clasp his shoulder.   “How old are you now?”  


          “That’s a nice suit you’re wearing.”

          Johnny steeled his emotions. His mother had bought these clothes, right down to his shiny shoes, just months earlier. She knew, he thought. She knew she was dying and she never told me. Never said goodbye. “Thanks.” He wiggled his swelling toes within the confining leather.

          “Your mother was a good woman. I’ll miss her gentle humor at St. Luke’s.”

          Johnny willed back tears; he did not want to cry in front of this priest.

          “Do you intend to continue your Sunday school lessons?”

          A noncommittal shrug. “I don’t know.” He hoped his quivering voice did not betray the lie. His father didn’t attend church, and Eric and his parents were Methodists. Without his mother dragging him out of the house every Sunday morning, Johnny planned to sleep in instead. It was so hard to get up after staying up all night watching movies…

          “Well, I hope you do. If it’s a matter of getting a ride, I’m sure we can find someone to give you a lift. And remember, if you ever need someone to talk to, about anything at all, you know where to find me.”

          Johnny nodded in reply and Father Webb released his shoulder. Johnny felt relief as the man returned to his congregation.

          He didn’t even look inside the coffin, Johnny thought.



          “Let’s have it, son.”

          Johnny froze. Damn it!

          Shifting his eyes sideways, he saw the store manager looking down at him, one hand outstretched. Glasses. Vest. Bowtie. Nametag. Asshole.

          The man snapped his fingers twice. Now.”

          With an exasperated sigh, Johnny turned his back to the store manager, who fumbled with the clasp on his backpack. Facing Eric, Johnny saw exactly the dumbfounded expression he expected. He felt the manager digging through the backpack’s contents, the rough motion throwing him off balance. If he had come to the department store alone he could have split as soon as the manager addressed him: straight out the front doors, around the block, under the Main Street Bridge, then home through the woods. He could get just about anywhere on one side of town through those woods. His mother had done everything she could to dissuade him from utilizing the network of shortcuts, but Aunt Alicia was lax with him, probably out of pity. He knew that Eric would hesitate in such a scenario and get caught, and the Carters would give Johnny up. Judging by the disapproval in Eric’s eyes, the manager had discovered his loot.

          “Turn around,” the manager said.

          Johnny acquiesced, a defiant spark in his dark eyes.

          The manager waved the shrink wrapped DVD at him. “What’s the matter, kid? Don’t your parents give you an allowance?”
          “My mother’s dead and my father spends all his money on liquor,” Johnny said in a harsh tone.

          The manager’s face paled; Johnny liked that. “I’m sorry…”

          “I have my own money.” He had been saving dollar coins for as long as he could remember, to use for college someday. “But your clerks won’t sell me that movie.”

          Furrowing his brow, the manager focused his eyes on the DVD case. A look of disgust spread across his features. The front of the case displayed the rotten, grayed features of a dead woman, her mouth open in a perpetual scream, reflected in the lens of a camera. “I hardly think Cannibal Holocaust is appropriate for someone your age.”

          Or for any one else, I bet, Johnny imagined the man continuing in his self righteous tone.

          “I’m sorry, but I’ll have to call your father.”

          “He’s working and can’t be bothered.”

          The man appeared unconvinced. “Who takes care of you during the day?”

          “My aunt.”

          He withdrew a pen and a small pad from his shirt pocket and he clicked the end of the pen. “Phone number, please.”           


          With his tear stricken face buried in his pillow, Johnny listened to his father arguing with Aunt Alicia downstairs. His butt cheeks stung where his father had belt-whipped him minutes earlier.

          “Give the boy a break,” Alicia said. “Helen’s only been dead four months.”

          “Don’t tell me how to raise my son,” Charlie said. Johnny heard the familiar hiss of a beer bottle opening.

          “Then raise him. He needs your love and understanding right now. Not your anger and not your belt.”

          “You think it’s easy for me? I have to be a father and a mother now. Work all day and come home to this. It’s always something. I can’t let him get away with this behavior. The boy’s got to learn right from wrong. What do you think Helen would say about the way he’s acting?”

          Rolling onto his back, Johnny stared up at the darkened ceiling light fixture. Narrowing his eyes, he imagined it was the moon waiting to show itself in the night sky. I’m never going to cry again, he promised himself. And then he thought about how he planned to get his hands on that Cannibal Holocaust DVD.


          Despite his vow, he awoke in the middle of the night with tears in his eyes.




          The wind whipped Johnny’s dark hair as he stood on the sidewalk outside St. Luke’s church, in the Red Hill town square. Seven months had passed since his mother’s funeral; he’d endured a birthday and started sixth grade. He cast a glance behind him: on the far side of the park, yellow school busses filed along Main Street, the excited screams of school children issuing from half open windows. He lived less than a mile from the school, and another half mile from the square, and most days he walked to school and home again. Today he continued past the Green Forest Cemetery, heading downtown. He couldn’t wait until he was old enough to drive his own car. Five more long years…

          He studied the church’s brick face and steeple. How often had he heard those bells ring? He hadn’t set foot inside since his mother’s death. Instead, he had passed time at the creek, in the woods, and at the cemetery.

          Anywhere but church.

          Until now.

          Gazing at the double wooden doors, he stepped forward, mounted the concrete steps, and grasped one of the long brass door handles. The door swung open, the sun behind him casting his shadow into the vestibule ahead. He followed the shadow inside, allowing the door to swing shut. His shadow vanished with the sunlight and he found himself alone in the silent stillness. Opening a second set of doors, he peered inside St. Luke’s: at the far end of the darkened aisle, candles burned on a shelf near the pulpit. He moved forward, his sneakers scraping the carpet and his eyes fixed on the life-sized statue of Jesus Christ crucified on the far wall. He thought of the religious paraphernalia his mother had used to decorate their upstairs hallway, which his father had been unable to bring himself to remove. With minimal breathing and his eyes darting from one side of the pews to the other, he penetrated the gloomy interior. He raised his eyes toward the stained glass windows above him, glowing with feint sunlight. Somehow, the church felt smaller than it had the last time he’d been there, even though he hadn’t grown much. Stopping near the pulpit, he gazed at the confessional built into the wall on his right side. He regretted that his first communion had been the last event he had celebrated with both of his parents.


          On the far side of the confessional, Father Webb exited the hallway leading to the administrative offices.

          “Hi, Father.” His voice squeaked and then echoed, which embarrassed him even more.

          Father Webb glided over to him, his long robe flowing into darkness. “It’s good to see you. How have you been? I’ve been meaning to stop in and see how you and your father are getting on.”

          Johnny glanced at the priest’s outstretched hand, then shook it. The man’s flesh felt soft and oiled, like a woman’s.

          “I ask your aunt about you all the time. Are she and your uncle all packed?”

          Johnny nodded. “They moved two days ago.” He missed Aunt Alicia already.

          “That’s right! I remember her telling me Tuesday was the big day. Well, I wish them luck. There’s certainly more work in North Carolina than there is in Western New York. But I like to think we still have something to offer people right here in God’s country. Don’t you?”

          Johnny shrugged. “I guess so.”

          “Alicia told me she’d persuaded you to stop by. I understand you have a lot on your mind that you’d like to discuss. Shall we begin with your confession?” He gestured to the confessional.

          Staring at it, Johnny shook his head. He had developed an extreme dislike for confined spaces.

          “I honestly think it will make you feel better.”

          Johnny bit his lower lip. “Isn’t confession supposed to be anonymous?”

          “Anything we discuss will be between you, me, and the Lord.”

          Johnny considered this. Hadn’t his mother trusted Father Webb? “Okay.”


          Johnny closed the confessional door behind him, shutting out the candle light. The space felt wider than he had feared and he lowered himself onto the kneeler, his back to the chair reserved for the aged and the disabled. The sweet aroma of the scented candles failed to mask the smell of sweat that permeated the compartment and he imagined the wooden walls perspiring. He discerned the shape of a cross hanging above him on the partition separating him from Father Webb. A wooden panel slid back and dull light seeped through the exposed lattice, outlining the priest’s silhouetted profile.

          Johnny cleared his throat. “Bless me, Father. I’ve sinned.”

          “Go ahead, my son. Tell me your troubles.”

          “It’s been”— He made the calculation—“a year since my last confession. Maybe longer.”

          “Please continue.”

          “I’ve done bad things--things that would make my mother ashamed of me.”

          “Such as--?” The priest’s voice seemed oddly anxious.

        “I’ve stolen things: DVDs, CDs, candy. Things I don’t even need. Right before my aunt and uncle moved, I found a switchblade in my uncle’s army footlocker and I took it. I think I just want to prove to myself that I can get away with things. And if I get caught, I think I do it just to piss my father off.”

          “Language, my son…”

          “Sorry.” He paused to swallow. “I miss my mother so bad. It hurts all the time.”

          “That’s understandable.”

         “I don’t understand why she had to die. She was a good person. She believed in God and came to church every week.”

          “The Lord works in mysterious ways, son. Surely you’ve heard me say that before? Ours is not to question why. Your mother’s gone to a better place.”

          Johnny stifled a sniffle. Any place seemed better than Red Hill. “I wish I could be with her.”

          Father Webb’s surprise hung in the air between then like fog. “That’s no way to talk. I’m sure you don’t really mean that. You have to be strong--for yourself and for your father. He’s in pain, too.”

          “I know that. He drinks all the time to make his pain go away. But I can’t do that, can I? I wish he would talk to me, but everything’s changed. Our lives stink.” His chest heaved several times and finally the sobs came, his voice cracking. “Why does it have to be like this?” Damn it! Not here! Not now! Tears streamed down his cheeks. The screen slid back over the lattice, enshrouding him in darkness.

          Wiping his eyes, he stared at the solid black and wondered if his confession had been rejected. Is that it?

          He heard a door latch and felt a slight vibration, followed by soft footsteps that still echoed. Taking a deep breath, he shifted his gaze to the door. The footsteps stopped and his heart beat faster. Even though he expected the door to open, he still jumped when it did. Father Webb’s imposing frame filled the doorway, silhouetted by the candles’ glow. Johnny’s instincts told him to rise, but he did better than that—he sprang up, flattening his back against the wall.

          “It’s all right to feel pain, son. We all do, at one time or another. Even me.” Father Webb’s voice lowered to a whisper. “I understand what you’re going through. Don’t be afraid. I feel your pain.”

          Johnny’s heart hammered in his chest. This wasn’t right. Father Webb didn’t belong in this compartment…           

          A black void filled his vision as the priest stepped forward; only the man’s clerical collar gave Johnny a reference point. Then he felt powerful hands on his shoulders and he recalled the discomforting sensation he had felt when Father Webb had touched him at his mother’s funeral. The confessional grew smaller around him, tighter.

          “Let me take the pain away.”

          The white collar drew closer.

          “I can make you feel better. Much better.”

          Alarm bells rang in Johnny’s brain.

          “Don’t worry. No one else will know. What happens in here is just between us.”

          And God? Johnny wondered. And then he heard another voice, this one deep in his mind: Get out of there!

          Feeling hot breath on his face, he shot his right hand forward, aiming his pointer and index fingers at the center of the silhouetted head before him, targeting where Father Webb’s eyeballs belonged. His middle finger struck something soft and the priest cried out. The sound caused Johnny to flinch as the collar rose.

          Father Webb’s voice filled the confessional: “GOD DAMN IT ALL!”

          Johnny’s fear multiplied. The powerful man was sure to hurt him—or worse.

          Run, Johnny!

          He darted forward, skewing his body sideways so it fit between Father Webb and the door frame. As he emerged from the darkness of the booth into the dim light of the church, his fingers clawed at the edge of the door, which he slammed with all his strength. He drove Father Webb back into the confessional, pinning his arm between the door and its frame. The priest’s hand protruded from the darkness like a disembodied appendage, fingers spastic with pain. Johnny aimed his eyes in the direction of the vestibule doors. The aisle appeared longer than it ever had before. Realizing that Father Webb could force the confessional open as soon as he applied leverage, he released the door and sprinted forward, sneakers pounding the rug and footsteps echoing through the church.


          He didn’t have to look over his shoulder to know that Father Webb had escaped from the confessional. Panic drove his arms and legs faster and he slammed into the vestibule doors.

          “Please, wait!”

          For an instant he felt the doors resisting his weight and feared that Father Webb had managed to lock them before entering Johnny’s confessional compartment. Then the doors parted with a sudden rush—as if pulled by someone standing on the other side--and he leapt into the empty vestibule and threw himself at the front doors. Sunlight filled his eyes, blinding him, and he felt cold, fresh air on his face as he staggered outside. He tumbled down the steps to the manicured front lawn, picked himself up, then sprinted across the street and through the park, his back to the church.


          He kneeled on the earth before his mother’s grave, rain water soaking the knees of his jeans. The gravestone bore both his parents’ names, with the date of his father’s eventual death waiting to be engraved. He stared at the polished stone, his chest rising and falling as he imagined what Father Webb might have done to him.

          Pervert, he thought. “How could you trust him?” he demanded of his mother. “He wanted to touch me!”

          There was no response; not even a rustling of wind.

          But his mother had spoken to him. He had heard her voice clearly inside his head, warning him to flee the church. And he could have sworn that someone had opened the inner church doors, allowing him to escape.


          He dug his into the dirt. “Tell me what to do!”


          He supposed he’d just imagined that he had heard her; that he’d only heard his own thoughts under extreme distress. And if she had returned to warn him, she had abandoned him now. He was all alone again.

          His mind raced, a jumble of thoughts: I know I heard herHe tried to touch meGo to the police Everyone will knowTell my fatherThey’ll all laugh at me!... Get another whipping

          It didn’t take long for him to decide to keep the incident to himself. He wouldn’t even tell Eric.


          Johnny stopped in his tracks when he saw the two vehicles parked in his driveway. The truck belonged to his father, but he didn’t recognize the shiny black Lincoln. When he entered the two-story house through the front door, his heart skipped a beat: Father Webb sat on the living room sofa, chatting with his father, who sat in his leather recliner. Both men turned their heads to look at him.

          “There you are,” Charlie said, rising. “I thought you were going to miss dinner. Father Webb stopped by to see how we’re getting along.”

          Johnny stepped forward, anger rising within him along with fear. How could Father Webb come here, to his home?

          “I told him we’re still adjusting, but things are getting better,” Charlie said. “Right?”

          Johnny’s eyes locked onto Father Webb’s. He saw vague amusement in them, mixed with menace. The man knew no shame.

          “That’s good,” the priest said. “I’m glad to hear it. Your sister told me Johnny was going to come visit me, and when he didn’t, I thought it might be easier for me to make a house call.”

          Johnny felt his jaw tighten. “What happened to your eye?”

          Father Webb raised one hand to his right eye, his fingers stopping just short of touching it. Crimson filled the eye’s inner corner. “Oh, this? I walked right into a thorn bush outside the church. Can you believe that? I guess it’s time for me to consider glasses.” He winked.

          Glaring at the priest, Johnny heard his breath whistling through his nostrils. “Fuck you.”

          Father Webb’s expression cooled but his eyes burned with anger.

          “What did you just say?” Charlie said in an incredulous tone.

          Johnny faced his father, then turned back to the priest. “I said, ‘Fuck you, Father Webb!’”

          Charlie trembled with rage for a moment, then steamrolled toward his son. “Why, you little--”

          Johnny backed up, clenching his fists. He had been tempted to strike back at his father for months. He would get in at least one good shot but before Charlie flattened him.

          Leaping from the sofa, Father Webb held Charlie back. “Charles, no! Can’t you see the boy is distraught? He needs therapy, not a beating!”

          Fuck you!” Spittle flew from Johnny’s mouth and his face turned beat red. Struggling in Father Webb’s arms, Charlie roared. Johnny spun on one heel and charged into the hallway and up the stairs.


          Slamming his bedroom door shut, Johnny turned the lock and pulled the string dangling from the overhead light. He darted to his CD player and powered it up, cranking Slipknot over the speakers, drowning out the sound of fists pounding on the other side of the door. He had never played music so loud before. Sliding one hand beneath his mattress, he withdrew the narrow object he had hidden there. Flopping onto the bed, he turned the slender object over in his hands. He knew he’d have to deal with his father before the night was over, but that was okay; they would both cool off after dinner.

          Gazing across the room, he focused on the action figures and assembled models on the shelf above his TV. He pictured Leatherface chewing through St. Luke’s vestibule doors with his bloodstained chainsaw, wood splintering as sawdust spewed around him; he imagined Freddy using the razor blades on his glove to carve an opening in the confessional booth; and he fantasized about Michael Meyers teaching Father Webb the meaning of silence.

          I’ll keep your secret, he thought, triggering the switchblade in his hand with absent minded detachment. But he knew this much: he would never allow Father Webb to lay a hand on him again. Later, he closed the knife and watched Cannibal Holocaust.


Gregory Lamberson
01 February 2016 @ 01:03 pm

When I was a kid in Fredonia, New York, the saga of the environmental disaster known as Love Canal seemed like one of those dull subjects profiled on the local and national evening newscasts, like Three Mile Island and Watergate.  Years later, on a visit home from college in New York City, I took a taxi driven by a young guy who told me he and his wife had bought a home in Love Canal, site of toxic ontamination and a massive relocation of 800 families ordered by President Jimmy Carter, because a rehabilitated home there was all they could afford.  I knew then I would one day write a story about fictional horrors in that very real setting.  When I moved to Buffalo in 2003, I was surprised to learn I was a mere 20 minute drive from the famous site, and had a friend take me on a tour.  I won't describe the neighborhood here, since I do that at length in my upcoming horror novel Black Creek, but it certainly was atmospheric, and just a hop away from Cauyga Island ("Teachers Island"), comprised of beautiful homes and manicured lawns overlooking the Niagara River.

Medallion Press published Black Creek in trae paperback and e-book formats on March 15th.  Historically, the book will arrive on bookshelves and in mailboxes a few weeks before then, so it's right around the coner.  Unlike The Jake Helman Files and The Frenzy Cycle, this is not part of a series, but a stand alone tale ala Johnny Gruesome and The Julian Year.  It is my twelfth novel, and my fifteenth book overall, and I am Medallion's most prolific author (we'll see how long I keep the record).  In addition to Love Canal, I drew upon several other experiences from my life for the setting, including the infamous and deadly blizzard of '78; a man-size wasp nest; and unwelcome critter.  It's a straight horror novel, and a brutal, bloody one.  Around the two-thirds mark, I realized I was telling a story similar to The Searchers, and while it's a contemporary horror story set during a crippling snowstorm, its last act is indeed a "western posse" tale (with snowmobiles.  I did a lot of research on the book, relaying the incredible story of Love Canal as background for my tal eof mutant cannibals, and I'm looking forward to the reception of my eco horror novel.  I set out to tell a scary story, and believe it contains the most frightening scenes I've written.

Black Creek is available for pre-order: http://www.amazon.com/Black-Creek-Gregory-Lamberson/dp/1605425990/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1454349610&sr=8-1&keywords=black+creek

Gregory Lamberson
27 January 2016 @ 11:16 am
I have two creative careers, as an author and as a filmmaker (three, if you count co-running Buffalo Dreams Fantastic Film Festival, but I view that as supporting other filmmakers, and doing my part to build a film industry in Buffalo).  As an author, I've had 11 novels, one novella, and one nonfiction book (on filmmaking, of course) published; I self published one novella on Amazon as an experiment, and found I didn't enjoy the process, even though I enjoyed the novella.  BLACK CREEK, my 12th novel and 14th book (15th, if you count the self published, red headed stepchild) will be published in March.  It's a brutal survival horror novel dealing with the after efects of the Love Canal disaster in Niagara Falls in the 1970s.  As a filmmaker, I've directed six feature films and two shorts; produced three features directed by Sam Qualiana; and worked in various capacities (usually as a 1st AD, Production Manager, or Associate Producer) on eight others.  Books and movies: two worlds which have never collided.

I've often said my films are goofy fun, while my novels are serious (for the most part) and ambitious.  I've also said that when I write a novel, I do so without consideration of budget as a possible film or television property: I'm writing the best stories I can, and my imagination has no budgetary restrictions.  When I make a movie for $50,000 (or $15,000, or less...) budget is the porimary consideration.  I could never turn one of my books - novel or novella - into a movie with the budget of SLIME CITY or KILLER RACK.

But telling these stories on the printed page and in a visual medium is the dream, and in the last year I've taken baby steps in that direction.  JOHNNY GRUESOME is the one novel I could hope to do as a feature film with a budget of $1 million or less.  The project started as a screenplay, which I later expanded (really expanded) into a novel.  I wrote the first version of the script when I was 18 years old in 1983, and wrote the novel in 2007. Beginning last year, I revisited the script.  At first I tried to incorporate material added to the novel, but I quickly realized I wiould have a 2.5 hour movie, too long and expensive for an indie feature.  So I stripped away everything that wasn't essential to the story - and wound up with a script very similar to the one I wrote 33 years ago!  Then I re-addressed logic, character motivation, etc., making changes to my own material.  That's the film biz!  I'm currently working with a partner to raise the necessary funds to make a kick ass film, hopefully this year.

I gave a copy of my zombie novella CARNAGE ROAD to actor Craig Sheffer on the set of BATTLEDOGS.  He later optioned it, and I spent about a year adapting it into a screenplay, adding an entirely new opening act and incorporating Craig's ideas.  The final version of the script - whioch exists as both a feature screenplay and a TV pilot - really does kick all kinds of ass.  If my novella was an anti-zombie tale, the script(s) are all out zombie mayhem.  I would love to see the movie I wrote, and maybe I will.  Craig and his team have been showing it around, and there's jsut no telling what will happen.

The Jake Helman Files is my baby: my six-novel occult detective series.  It's the project I love the most, and I've already spent a couple of years developing it as a TV seres.  I currently have two partner on it, one an established and respected director, the other a fan of the books, and both have the necessary connections to have the project considered by major companies.  I on't name the director, though he's mentioned the project, which is cool.  We all know how Hollywood and beyond work: the people who pitch a project aren't necessarily the ones who end up making it, and I don't want to jinx us, but this one will start making the rounds soon.

So there you go: eight of my books are in various stages of gestation/development as film/TV properties, and it only takes one green light to create a domino effect.
Gregory Lamberson
05 October 2015 @ 08:44 am
We spent the weekend at EerieCon, a small local science fiction, fantasy and horror convention where I was a guest.  We stayed t the Byblos Hotel on Grand Island, even though it's only a 20 minute drive, because I wanted my family to have something of a vacation before my hectic fall schedule.  I was on a panel with Craig Engler, co-producer of Z-NATION, and Kaelin got to swim and play in the arcade.  She also participated in the masquerade; even thogh she improvised her costume as "the Daughter of the Phantom of the Opera" in 5 minutes with a ballroom mask and spider ring (prizes at a school event), she wowed the judges with her opera singing and won an award. :)  She also improvised a song to accompany another contestant's performance when the selected song failed to cue.  A fun weekend.

This Friday, 10/9,  The Cinefamily in L.A. is flying me out to the film festival Spectrefest (presented by Elijah Wood's company SpectreVision and the horror streaming service Shudder TV) to screen the 16m print of SLIME CITY.  It will be our L.A. premiere, and I will be joined by SLIME star Robert Craig Sabin and SFX maestro Scott Coulter!  That's right, 29 years after our NYC premiere, our litle gorefest ha reached the west coast.  We're part of a double feature with HACK-O-LANTERN, also enjoying its L.A. premiere.

Next Wednesday, 10/14, KILLER RACK screens as part of Spooky Movie International Horror Film Festival at he prestigious American Film Institute Silver Theatre in Maryland!  This is a dream venue for me, and a group of us will be driving out there for the screening and Q&A, hen turning around and driving back!  A friend asked me if this event was worth 14 hours on the road, and I said "Hell, yes!"

Two days later, on Friday, Oct. 16th, KILLER RACK screens at the Eerie Horror Film Festival, at the gorgeous Warner Theatre, at 11:30 pm, following a screening of MODEL HUNGER.  We're also screening on the 16th at Fright Night Film Fest in Louisville, Kentucky and in Tucson, Arizona at Tucson Terror Fest.  That's right, a film I directed will be screening in three different cities on the same night.

On Thursday, 10/22 We will be making a big trip to someplace warm for another film festival; I can't announce it yet because they haven't, which is one of the frustrations of this process, but it's a great festival and we're going to make the most of our expensive adventure.  Afterward, we will swing by Florida for KILLER RACK's Florida premiere at the Halloween Horror Picure Show in the Tampa Ptcher Theatre on Sunday, 10/26.

Believe it or not, I'm not going anywhere Halloween weekend unless it's to promote Buffalo Dreams Fantastic FIlm Festival.  Speaking of which, this year we expanded from seven nights to eight; we're holding a special 3-D kickoff of AZTEC BLOOD at FLix 10 Stadium on Thurs Nov. 5th, before the festival proper, Nov. 6th - 12th at our regular venue, the Eastern Hills Cinemas.  This year we're showing 24 features and expect to screen 100 films in total, a record for us.  www.buffalodreamsfilmfest.com.
Gregory Lamberson
14 September 2015 @ 10:57 am

If you're reading this when it's fresh, you've probably already seen posts and photos about our weekend, but here's the full rundown.  Paul McGinnis, Arick Szymecki, Tamar, Kaelin and I drove out to the Turning Stone Casino in Verona, NY for Scare-A-Con and the accompanying film festival's world premiere screening of our new feature KILLER RACK.  Paul drove, and I decided I like when someone else drives.  Except for Arick, we stayed at the Quality Inn in Rome, because the casino hotel rooms were ridiculously expensive.  The con was held at the casino's event center, which is a fantastic location - I'm so over horror cons held in dingy hotels with crowded banquet halls and and dark corridors.  The Turning Stone is spacious and well lit, and everyone we met was friendly - I'd go again in a heartbeat.

We were joined by a small army of KILLER RACK cast and crew: Timothy O'Hearn, Mick Thomas, Michael O'Hear, Alexander S. McBryde, Steve Boliek, Bob Bozek, Sherr Fairchild, Frank Nicosia, Leanne Downey, Sam Qualiana, Drew Bialy and Chris Rados - I hope I'm not forgetting anyone, there were so many of us.

Friday was a bit of a comedy of errors: our Fri 5 pm screening was cancelled due to technical issues, and I forgot to bring my DVDs to sell, and Paul volunteered to drive all the way back (3 hrs) to get them and bring them back the next day.  The irony is that we only got a hotel for Fri in addition to sat so Paul wouldn't have to make that drive to go get us!

Our official premiere Saturday went off without a hitch.  We had a packed room and people stood for the whole film.  Every joke got at least one laugh, and the audience loved the film.  This is what we came for - our first public screening - and we would have gone home happy even without the rest of the weekend.  Business at my table was brisk - I actually sold more books than DVDs, which is strange, and met several of my readers for the first time (I sat on an authors panel in the morning as well).  As usual, Kaelin made friends with many vendors, and Monstermatt Patterson was right across from us.  To make up for the earlier cancelled screening, the festival gave us a second screening at 9 pm.  It wasn't nearly as full with the big party starting, but that meant we got to sit down.  A successful screening.  The party in the lobby was HUGE, but we only stayed long enough for Paul to get his car, which gave Kaelin time to dance with new friends.  That night, Paul snored.  According to Tamar, so did I.  But I didn't scream "JESUS!" if anyone tried to stop me...

Sunday we checked out of our luxury palace and enjoyed a mellow afternoon at the con.  Again, I sold a number of books.  With lunch and a three hour drive ahead of us, we weren't disappointed that the con ended at 3, or that the film festival awards presentation started then.  KILLER RACK won Best Feature, which was a nice bonus to fun weekend - it meant a lot to me, but I'm happier for everyone else who worked so hard on our project.  Thanks to Ron Bonk from SRS Cinema for selecting the film for the festival, and making me a guest.

We saw so many old friends at this show- too many to name them all - but I will say I was happy so many people said positive things to Lloyd Kaufman about his role in the film, and in addition to the award I went home with three gifted items: a print of Monstermatt's painting of Phantom of the Opera (my favorite of his pieces), a"key finder" given to my Tim O'Hearn, and a jar of honey from author/beekeeper Pat Freivald!

On the way home, a group of us stopped for a celebratory lunch at a steakhouse with a giant ow statue outside - we could not pass that up!  Thanks to everyone who made our weekend so memorable.

Gregory Lamberson
03 September 2015 @ 10:24 am
Bloodbath & Beyond, a hilarious and insightful horror movie review show on YouTube, posted a fantastic review of KILLER RACK:


Cinema Knife Fight posted our first mixed/negative review:


These join our prevous exellent reviews:

Dread Media (podcast):


Really Awful Movies (web text):


We Live Film (video):

Gregory Lamberson
27 August 2015 @ 11:35 am

One year ago, I was in the middle of the shoot for KILLER RACK (we shot on weekends in August and September).  This summer flew by for me, thanks to paying gigs on TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES and Fred Olen Ray's TRIAL (more on that when it premieres on TV - my daughter Kaelin will be seen by millions), and now here we are on te cusp of September, aka film festival season.

I typically submit my films - if I submit them at all - to only a handful of festivals; I'm more focused on secring DVD distribution.  For me, film festival season usually means the endless hours of work I devote to Buffalo Dreams Fantastic Film Festival.  But I've come t respect and admire a lot of filmmakers who have traveled to Buffalo for my fest, and I decided to take the plunge with KILLER RACK...in part because it's a comedy, and comedies should be seen with an audienc whenver possibe, and in part because I think audiences will love it.

So far, we're doing quite well: we've had about 10 rejections and 5 acceptances - a very high acceptance rate, believe it or not.  And there are still 35 more to hear from!  Here's what I can report so far:

We will have our world premiere at the Scare-a-Con Film Festival, held in conjunction with Scare-a-Con The Convention, in Verona, NY (about three hours away from Buffalo).  The con is Sept. 11th - 13th, and I'm told we'll screen twice.  We've been nominated for Best Feature, Best Actress (Jessica Zwolak), and Best Director.  Hey, that's me!  I think I've only been nominated for Best Director once before, for SLIME CITY MASSACRE at PollyGrind.  I didn't win, but SCM did win Best Feature, which was even better.  After a decade as a publuished novelist, I know how meaningless awards are, but he truth is film festival laurels are important to the marketing of a film.

We have also been accepted to The Yellow Fever Independent Film Festival in Belfast, Ireland, and the Fright Night Theatre Film Festival in Hamilton, Ontario.  International, baby!  We've also received word on two more festivals - big ones - but we can't announce until they do.  And tehre will be a bunch more next week.  So we'r doing well on that front.

The reviews have started to land as well.  They have been gratifying to say the least.  Here are the first three.

Dread Media (podcast):


Really Awful Movies (web text):


We Live Film (video):

Gregory Lamberson
17 August 2015 @ 07:49 pm
Jeff Strand and Desmond Reddick review my latest feature film, KILLER RACK, on the excellent podcast Dread Media:


I'm not prone to transcribing podcasts, but this is a fantastic review!
Gregory Lamberson
08 June 2015 @ 12:21 pm
This morning I received my first notification from a film festival regarding KILLER RACK- and our first acceptance!  Our film will screen at Fright Night Theatre Film Festival in Hamilton, Ontario, Canada on Saturday, November 14th.  FNTFF is a year long screenng series with awards issued in December.  It's sponsored by Fangoria, and Chris Alexander should be there.

Unlike my past films, I've decided to concentrate on film festivals and worry about distribution later.  Ordinarily, I line up distro even before we have our premiere.  But as a film festival director, I've really come to respect filmmakers who tour the country showing their work (as if I needed another method to get even deeper into debt).  Also, KR is a comedy, and a damned funny one, so I want it to e seen by as many audiences as possible to generate buzz.

I'm no novice when it comes to the festival circuit, but I still did research before sumbmitting.  A lot of it.  So much fucking research.  I decided I wanted t submit to a lot of overseas festivals, and to comedy and underground festivals as well as horror.  I made up one list afdter another, then merged lists, then started over.  I looked at expensive festivals worth their submission fees, expensive festivals I deemed overpriced for what they offered, affordable festivals, free festivals, established festivals and first year festivals.  In fact, I've done little else for the last two weeks - a new full time job!

As of today, I've submitted to 18 festivals, and I plan to submit to another 20 before this week is over.  It's not cheap.  It is time consming.  Bu I think it's important.  Wish me luck!
Gregory Lamberson
01 June 2015 @ 01:36 pm

We lost a member of our family yesterday, our gray tabby Charlie.  He was 17 years old, almost 18, and he was the best cat I ever had (and I've had many).  My sister got him from a shelter and gave him to my mother, who loved him.  When my mother was hospitalized with terminal cancer, she worried about that cat more than anything.  When I took care of my mother during her hospice at home, I bonded with Charlie.  When mom was on her deathbed, Charlie jumped onto her and sniffed her, and he and I both kew he was my cat from that point on.  After she died, I stayed in her house for a summer, getting it ready for sale.  Tamar and I were married, and she spent as many weekends with me as she could, so she got to know him as well.  Charlie had unique and annoying methods of waking us when he was ready for breakfast: he would bat our faces (nice way of saying he would slap us), or turn his paw palm up, extend one claw, and hook one of my nostrils...

My friend Nelson (who's allergic to cats) drove all the way from NYC to Fredonia to drive me back with Charlie, who yowled all the way.  In the bathroom of our Manhattan studio apartment, Charlie climbed up the shower curtain onto the rod, then sprang on an unsuspecting Nelson...  Tamar and I moved to a one bedroom apartment in Queens, which Charlie loved.  We got a second cat, Tango, to keep him company, but Charlie did not love Tango.  Tango had a neurological disease which caused him to lose the use of rear legs, and when the disease spread to his lungs we had to put him to sleep.  That was 13 years ago; we still have his ashes.

Everyone would comment that Charlie was a handsome cat; he was one of those animals who carried himself well ands seemed conceited.  Tamar's nephews used to carry him around the apartment, holding him under his front arms so his body hung.  Because my mother had operated a daycare out of her home, he was used to kids and permitted it - with a humiliated look on his face.

After he developed plaque on his teeth, and had to have his teeth cleaned, I switched hime to a dry food called Dental Diet, which he loved.  When we moved to our house in Buffalo, I used to take Charlie outside on a leash, and he was really happy.  He loved to chew on grass.  Sometimes the stores would run out of Dental Diet, and he wouldn't eat anything else, and I'd drive all over until I found some.   He was a little spoiled.  Evenbtually the food was discontinued, and he had to adapt.

After Tamar's brother died, I brought home another kitten, Starbuck...who looked a lot like Tango.  Charlie didn't like Starbuck, either.  As a kitten Starbuck kicked Charlie's ass.  Over the years, they developed an odd relationship: they woukd play with each other, especially at night, but never showed affection to each other.  I think the event that brought them together was the birth of my daughter Kaelin: neither one of them wanted a baby in the house, and Charlie had a panicked look on his face the instant we brought her home - he knew what this meant.  But he got used to her, and eventually he loved her.  Until he got old, he would sleep in bed with us at night.  When one cat was upstairs and the other was downstairs, they would call to each other, and eventually they took turns trying to wake me up.

Charlie had another weird habit: he preferred to drink warm water, I suppose because he'd been an outdoors cat and a hunter before the move to NYC.  He would jump into the bathtunb after we got out to drink the dirty bath water... and thenlater  he would jump in while we were bathing or showering.

He wasn't just a house cat, he was a set cat: we shot DRY BONES, GAVE UP THE GHOST and KILLER RACK in my house, and the crewsd got used to him.  The "making of" DRY BOINES on the DVD featured outtakes of both cats wandering into the shots, and me throwing them upstairs...with love.  The casts and crews of these films, and my friends, got used to both cats, who were so friendly; Charlie especially used to home in on people who were allergic to cats.

During KILLER RACK last year, Charlie became emaciated.  When I noticed, after the shoot, I tried every variation of cat food I could think of, and eventually I started blending his meals, three times a day.  He bounced back and put on weight, but never reached his "fighting weight" again.  He stayed well for a good eight months, until about a month ago, when he became emaciated again.  We gave him table scraps, whatever we could.  I took him to the vet two weeks ago, because I noticed hewas having some trouble with his hind legs, and was surprised to learn his teeth were fine.  The vet found a tumor in his stomach,a nd told me all we could do was make him comfortable.  He gave us some high calorie prescription food, and Charlie LOVED it.  Until the end, he would spend every waking hour begging me for more food (he was only supposed to have half a can a day, but I gave him more).  I thought he would bounce back again, and we'd have him around for the summer.  Every morning, both cas would wait for me in the upstairs hall.  But Charlie started havinbg trouble jumping onto the bed, and then the love seat.  Then he stopped going upstairs, and waited for me to come downstairs before he'd beg me to feed him.

After a week, even though he loved his food, he failed to pout on any weight, and he was eating a lot.  He started peeing and pooping around the house, and he was a clean cat, so I knew the end was coming, and I brought his litter box upstairs from the basement to make things easier for him.  All of him babied him when we could.  I realized he wasn't going to make it through the entire summer, but still thought we'd have a few weeks with him.  Saturday night, he was stable.   Sunday morning, the same...for a couple of hours.  After he ate, he went to sleep.  Tamar said there was something wrong with, bu I'd already noticed the deterioration.  Then he tried to stand up, and fell right over, and I knew it was over.  Kaelin started crying.  I carried him into the kitchen, but he didn't want to eat.  Kaelin held him.  I called the emergency vet clinic and made the cal l'd been dreading.  Then I took him ouside, in light drizzle, and carried him around the deck, and we had our moment - I saw in his eyes he knew the end had come, and he was ready to go.  Back inside, I set him on a towel, and let Tamar and Kaelin spend time with him.  Kaelin said "I can't live without him" over and over, and I told her just to love him while she could, and she settled down.  We tried to give him food and water, but he wasn't having it.  He started shaking, so I cut our gioodbye time short, and drove him to the vet's alone.  I didn't think he was going to make it to the clinic, and pulled over once to make sure he was still breathing.  He whined a little when I took him out of the car.  The office manager at the clinic thought he was dead, but I saw him breathing, so they put the tube in his arm.  He went peacefully - not even a cough.  Everyone at thecinic was nice.  I spent a couple of minutes with his body, getting myself together, then went home.

Tamar told me that when I drove away, Starbuick went to the window, then ran upstairs.  He was clearly dstraught the rest of the day; cats are such interesting creatures.  It is very weird now, having just one cat.  Weird going into the kitchen and not having Charlie bother me for food, weird to sit at the desk in my office and see him sitting behind me wenbever I turn around.  He was a special cat; until he went deaf, and started meowing incessantly, I honestly believe he thought he was a human being.  For me, he was a special connectionb to my mother, whio died in 2001.  She had him for three years, and we had him for 15, and we will truly miss him.  Our house will not be the same without him, and it will be interesting to see how Starbuck changes now that he's our sole pet.